I'm tired. exhausted, actually. the blue goes out of focus and there are two blues. I'm at the house again. I'm getting to know it more. I'm in a bed thats getting to be quite familiar. Although I'm looking at the bright, artificial blue chosen, I cant help but pay more attention to his bedsheets....it's like a sea blue though. a calming blue. the blue i look at feels like its polar opposite. There was a porcelain blue elephant next to his bed, and i broke one of the tusks off with my feet tonight. the blue of the elephant is amazing. there are different colors within the blue. The elephant is a pastel blue, but the highlights are purple, and I can see speckles of yellow, green, and sky blue as well.